Think positive- right?

Well, it's hard to stay positive but I'm trying. At least your going to bed early the other night was just about sleep. I guess you just needed more. You play so hard and avoid taking naps at all costs now. Your blood draw was good on Tues. Counts are right where they need to be. Yay. With only 3 months to go I am praying we don't have any more road bumps.
I'm not going to get into details, but it looks like I will have to join the rest of the world and go to work. Not sure what I'm going to do, but I need to do something unless a miracle happens quick. Oh and believe me, I will be praying for one. I so don't want to leave you. Not yet. Not until you are older, and in school. Life is just one struggle after another right now. I'm just so glad I have you and your siblings to keep me going. Especially you and that cheesy smile. You radiant energy and your big unconditional love. You are always asking me " mommy, are you happy?" I think you are meaning  to say "are you okay?" You are the sweetest little angel. Thank you for being my baby. I love you.